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[15 Aug 2004|07:43pm] |
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... my thoughts are choking, on you my dear*
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I still have my pathetic routine. I sleep during the day & I'm up for the rest of the night. But I think I have come to a definite conclusion to why I have developed such sleeping habits: I'm going thru denial. I've been denying a lot of things and I've just realized it. Between family & friends, love & hate, past & present, I can hardly find time to think of all these things at once. I've done a bit of writing songs and that seems to be helping me. Since I can't really vent to anyone here...well if you count Chase, but he's pretty much like Russell...likes to play video games constantly and won't take a 3 minute break to listen to me! LoL...so whatever.* Even tho me and Russ are done with, over...there is still a part of me that misses what we had in the very beginning...beginnings are always good. I don't know how I feel about anything anymore. I know that I still *really* like this ONE PARTICULAR person...Kim, Jodie, Stephie and I think Sarah knows who I am referring to. OH WELL ... I just wish that Russell would call me or email me to let me know that everything is okay, cuz I still care for him, just not as deeply as I used to...I just wanna keep our friendship.
I gotta jet..
Later
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[14 Aug 2004|01:51am] |
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Sleep deprivation. Nausea. No fun. I'm completely bored out of my mind~! The only thing on tv is An American Werewolf in Paris and that is anything BUT amusing. I have a feeling that I'll be pullin' yet another all nighter! Grr.
Despite the fact that I'm craving some shut-eye, I have a sudden urge to watch scary movies, some classic movies, and some new releases! So, I might just rent me some flicks tomorrow-day! This is my very last weekend to do whatever before the dreaded school year begins, so I better make the most of it. Perhaps I'll go next door @ get aquainted with that cutie of a boy?! Hmm...*
Well, plans that were in the making for this weekend have been canceled, due to the fact that not only am I busy but my other cousins are as well. Oh well...maybe Labor Day weekend or Thanksgiving break! Haley however, might come and have our lidl sleepover! That would be delightful!
I found this brilliant song by The Killers ... its really great! Its called "Who Let You Go?"...so, check out the lyrics!
Love ya like mad!
J0rd0
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[13 Aug 2004|07:45pm] |
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YaY! Not only is today my cousin's birthday, but its 3 months until I'm 18!!! I'm gettin' old! *L*
Well, this was a lidl update...I don't feel like typing much! LoL!
Later...
Jordan
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| - i don't wanna fall to pieces - |
[12 Aug 2004|10:28am] |
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Well now-a-days I feel like I'll never be attending my new school in Pikeville. I have to start on Monday, which is pretty pathetic. I was all pumped and ready to tackle my fear, but NO...I have to wait & continue thinking about how much I dread switching schools. Inevitably, these things always happen to me.
The past 3 days, I haven't had but about 6 hrs. of sleep total. I have been up and about...pondering all of my problems, writing songs that reflect my problems, and then trying to find a way to solve them...I've had no solutions...* But of course I should be faced with the same predicament over and over. It's a continuous cycle.
I am now indulging in the daily showings of Dawson's Creek. I guess watching & listening to other people's problems seem to make mine fade away and, surprisingly, seem less complicated.
Ta-Ta
Jordan
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[10 Aug 2004|01:27am] |
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I just got finished talking to my dear cousin Matthew on the internet! He is quite amusing! But anyhoo, he had the bright idea of gettin' together with our cousin Ashley this Saturday! Just a day of hanging out and shoppin, maybe catch a movie or sumthin! Anyway...I have to call Ashley and see if she can, and then I have to hit Matt up on his cell to confirm plans and to discuss arrangements! I really hope this works out!
On Friday tho, I believe that Haley is gonna come and spend a girl's only nite with me! We're gonna play games, watch movies, rock out to music, and maybe play with her Easy-Bake oven or make some crafty stuff! I love spending time with her...and all my lidl cousins! They are great! So hopefully this weekend will turn out great!
Luv ya!
Jordan
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[08 Aug 2004|06:57pm] |
...my thoughts are choking, on you my dear.
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I'm having boy troubles...nothing new or out of the ordinary. I've just been pondering the day away about them. Yes, my day has been wasted. Its all been devoted to boys...scums of the earth as they are more widely known. I'm trying to think of ways that I could open up to this person...the person who I can tell everything to without it being taboo. Hmm...anyone have any suggestions? I really need 'em! LoL...oh well!
Just leave some comments!!...and give some advice! LoL!
J
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[06 Aug 2004|07:06pm] |
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Yesterday I got home from visiting my best friend in VA. Today I am sad. I had a blast, there's no denying that, its just that I wish I had more time with them! Those people over in VA make me the person that I am...and without them, I feel a lidl empty. I also feel like there was some unfinished business that I should have taken care of, but stupid lidl me, didn't walk over to Monterray's b/c I didn't wanna leave Kim @ Shannon's by herself, due to the fact that she would have prolly felt uncomfortable! But oh well. Maybe *that thing* just wasn't supposed to happen @ that exact moment in time. But I hope that its meant to be & meant to be soon! *L*
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To my delight, I received the joyful news that school here in Pikeville doesn't begin until Thursday! I know, I know...its just putting off the dreadful circumstances of going to a public education facility but I can't help it...* I just feel like I shouldn't be going.* Maybe God's tryin to tell me something...perhaps?!
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I hope to go shopping sometime this week for the normal back to school necessities & clothing! I might even rent a few movies to keep my mind off of starting school. Maybe 13 Going on 30 since Kim & I didn't get a chance to watch it! I also wanna rent Euro-Trip! It looks good! I might rent a scary one...yanno, since The Village didn't turn out to be the least bit frightening! Right girls? ;)
LoL...Well, I'm gonna go...maybe watch Friends!
*Kim*Jodie*Stephie - Luv ya!
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[05 Aug 2004|02:05am] |
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I've had such a blast with Kim these past couple of days! We've had such a good time! We even had fun washing the vehicles! Ha! We laughed our butts off, had some heart to heart chats, and even spent some time with my 2 other favorite girls ... Jodie & Stephie! How fun was that? Kim & I went to Coeburn and met up with the ladies @ the theatre. We bought tickets to see The Village, but ended up seeing more of the town...don't ask questions. * We had fun tho, didn't we, girls? * YaY!
I'm really gonna miss my girls, but as my best friend told me earlier, things happen for a reason. God might be using this & maybe something wonderful will happen. Who knows if it will be a boy (hope not)... but maybe my life will prosper! *L*!
shouts to my favorite <3
{kim} thnx for these past couple of days! you have *no* clue how much I needed a break from life! you've been my mental and emotional supporter these last few months & I really don't know what I would do or how I would manage without our friendship! you will always be my best friend! never forget that!
{jodie} everything that we have suffered this year & somehow we've made it thru! with eachother and with God, we can get thru anything...just always remember that I am here for you!
{stephie} I know that we haven't had a lot of time to talk, but I adore you so much! you always make me smile on my darkest days! I will never forget all the fun-filled memories! LoL!
{sarah} I miss you more than you know! you have always helped me thru my lidl problems and given me lidl rays of hope! LoL!
{lisa} I haven't talked to you at all & I miss you soo much! I really hope that all of us can get together soon and just be stupid like always...* Love ya!!
J
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[03 Aug 2004|02:47am] |
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Well, I'm going to Kimber's house for a couple of dayz to chill so...I will update when I get back!!!
Love ya'll!
J
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| * a cute lil survey * |
[01 Aug 2004|07:00pm] |
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| Childhood | </td>| What's your earliest memory? Describe it.: | My 3rd birthday...it was Batman! I rocked when I was a tyke! | | What's one of your happiest memories?: | The trip to AtlantaFest 2002 - that was awesome! | | Your saddest?: | My grandparents passing...* | | Who was your favourite cartoon/comic character?: | I loved StrawberryShortcake! | | Why?: | I loved strawberries! and she was so cute! | | Can you remember one of the first "real" books you read?: | I can't remember the title, but it had to do with a bear coming to life and having a tea party! LoL | | Did you like it?: | I LOVED IT! | | Do you like reading, now?: | I've looked for it in various bookstores but I can't find it! | | Can you remember your 9th birthday?: | yep... | | What was it like?: | it was fun...i had a sleepover with all my lidl friends! | | Were you scared of dentists/ and or needles as a kid?: | i was scared of needles. I loved the dentist! hehe! | | Of spiders/snakes/insects ?: | all 3... | | Are you still afraid?: | YES...terrified! | | What is the one thing you wish you could change about your childhood?: | um...I wish I hadn't been so shy! | | The Present | </td>| Are you feeling happy at the moment?: | relatively | | Do you feel happy in general?: | not really*...but that's just me! | | Online life or rl?: | real life | | Why?: | just because...its easier that way...* | | Instant messenging or phone?: | phone...i like to hear ppl's voices! get all us girls on the phone! shew...* | | ChtSpk or proper grammar?: | proper grammer...* even tho I don't use it!! LoL. | | Have you ever said "lol" in rl?: | NO...altho Stephie says BRB! | | How many rl friends do you have?: | oh gosh...close ones(8) ... i have tons of good friends tho! | | Online friends?: | a couple | | What's the best thing about internet?: | my journal! | | The worst?: | porn | | The best thing about rl?: | being able to breathe air... | | The worst?: | struggles in life | | Do you get along with your family?: | YES...i absolutely ADORE my family! | | Are you generally emotional or rational?: | emotional...anyone who knows me, knows that! | | This or That | </td>| Overly frank or overly tactful?: | overly tactful | | Merciful death or Painful life?: | wow...um...merciful death | | Cats or Dogs?: | dogs! | | Wolves or Horses?: | horses - even tho i almost got trampled by one! | | Dolphins or Pandas?: | pandas...oh so cuddly! | | Green or Red?: | red | | Half empty or Half full?: | i should say half full, but its half empty for me! | | Free will over one's life or Destiny?: | destiny... | | Luck or Fate?: | fate... | | Britney or Christina?: | britney...less sluty! | | RnB or Rock?: | ROCK! OF COURSE...duh. | | Listening to pop for the rest of your life or death?: | listening to pop...even tho that would be a bit painful | | Hypocritical and alive or Truthful and dead?: | truthful & dead | | To-mah-toe or To-may-toe ?: | to-may-toe | | Gollum or Smeagol?: | Smeagol! haha! | | Harry Potter or Frodo Baggins?: | HARRY of course, but Frodo *does* rock! | | Spiderman or Superman?: | Spiderman | | Idealistic or Realistic?: | realistic | | Looks that can kill, or Brains?: | brains | | If you were a character in a book... | </td>| You'd be a villain/hero?: | hero | | Would you play a big part?: | yes!! | | Your weapon of choice, if any?: | a wand! LoL! | | Hair colour? Long/short?: | blonde/long | | Clothing?: | black cloaks with Gryffindor patch! | | Quality?: | cleverness...* | | Flaw?: | bossiness...* | | You would be know n as: | Hermione from Harry Potter | | The Last | </td>| Book you read: | The da Vinci Code by Dan Brown | | Quote you like: | Life doesn't measure the number of breaths that you take but the moments that take your breath away. | | Album you listened to: | Avril Lavigne - Under My Skin | | Song you liked: | Fall to Pieces, although all of them are groovy! | | Song lyric you liked: | "I don't wanna fall to pieces, I just wanna sit & stare at you" | | Lyric that made you cry: | "The day you slipped away, was the day I found it won't be the same" | | Laugh?: | "He wasn't what I wanted what I thought, no. He wouldn't even open up the door" | | Your Favourite | </td>| Actor: | Sean Penn, Brad Pitt, Denzel Washington/Julia Roberts, Reese Witherspoon, Audrey Hepburn | | Movie: | Cruel Intentions or The Harry Potter films | | Book: | all the Harry's | | Colour: | pink and black | | Class: | English | | Flavour: | strawberry or chocolate |
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[31 Jul 2004|02:11pm] |
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I feel so lost. Alone. Even tho I have all my friends & family supporting me. I just wanna get away...leave. I'm so scared about school. People may say that its stupid of me to be so frightened, but you take a girl that has been in Christian schools all of her life & place her in a public school...that's pretty darn scary. Every night, I'm in tears. I hate change & I'm facing a process that requires a lot of change...and I hate it. I hate being away from the people that I love with all of my heart...they make my lidl world happy. And its all being taken away from me...* I know that I'm gonna sink into a deeper depression than what I was last year...I can feel it coming and just consuming me. I don't understand why I get the bad end of the deal...the deal of having life. Why can't I just be happy and content with everything and accept change for what it is...a new chapter in my life. Everything that has actually brought happiness to my life has been stripped from me...I don't have anything anymore. I miss it so much & I wonder how I'm gonna survive without these things...*
Kim - thnx for everything! you're the bestest best friend any girl could ask for...thnx for *the speech*! I love ya sooo sooo much!
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[30 Jul 2004|07:59pm] |
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50 random things about me
1-I'm scared about switching schools!
2-My favorite color is hot pink!
3-I wanna be a rockstar!
4-I've grown more as a person this summer.
5-I write songs & poetry to calm my nerves.
6-I hate people who act like they're better than others
7-I'm obsessed with Ashlee Simpson & Avril Lavigne
8-I love Indie Rock music...my latest craze!!
9-I love my family to pieces!
10-I love girl-nites...*
11-I love to kiss!
12-I love mac-n-cheese
13-I fall in love easily!
14-My favorite season is spring!
15-I wanna become a child psychologist
16-I love art. Da Vinci, Picasso, Monet...you name it!
17-I love strawberry & banana smoothies!
18-I like to sing...alot!
19-I have an ability to tune into people's feelings!
20-I love my friends soo much!
21-I am a Harry Potter freak!
22-I have a thing for the Harry Potter boys! Strange, I know.
23-I love to paint my nails! Just ask Trevor!
24-I love amusement parks.
25-I watch SouthPark...CARTMAN ROCKS!
26-Proms are way awesome...shakin my booty on tha dance floor...ain't nothing better!
27-I love bubble baths.
28-I am currently reading The da Vinci Code by Dan Brown
29-I watch the History Channel
30-I love Elmo.
31-I hate spiders...so much!
32-I have really weird moments where I act like a total lunatic.
33-I love water.
34-My name was gonna be Jasmyn and my mom liked Jordan better!
35-I love my dog!
36-I hate snobby girls
37-I miss my grandparents that have passed!
38-I want Bush to win the presidency!
39-I hate John Kerry.
40-I love receiving lengthy emails!
41-I love the culture of Greece & Rome
42-I love the Real World
43-I love Sex & The City
44-Dawson Leery is so hot!
45-I wanna learn how to surf.
46-I wanna learn how to play the electric guitar!
47-I love to cuddle with a certain someone! ;)
48-I like to go thru the corn maze in Big Stone Gap and get lost!!! haha!
49-This world is in danger if Kerry gets elected into office. His beliefs are against the Bible...abortion and gay marriages...God Bless us!!
50-I LOVE GOD!!!!!!!!!
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[30 Jul 2004|11:26am] |
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Exhausted. I am so tired and I feel like I could cry. Well, I did cry last nite after I got off the phone with my best friend Kim. I realized how much I'm gonna miss all my friends this year, especially her!! Its gonna suck MAJORLY! And just the simple fact that God is not gonna be included in my classes at Pikeville High School...I am so livid. Shew...but maybe a miracle will take place & I can return to my life at the Christian school...a world full of chaos and simplicity, laughter and heartbreak... ::sighs:: those are the moments we live for...at least I do, although I believe I'd rather have the laughs than the heartbreak ... *
I had a really nice lidl conversation with Kim and Laura on the phone last nite. I think everyone and everything is back to normal & this makes me happy! WoW. Praise the Lord, Hallelujah!
Oh-my-lord! It's almost noon and I haven't fed myself today...what's gotten into me? Hmm...well, I'm off to fix some mac-n-cheese! If Kim were here, I'm sure she'd wanna join in on the process...* ;)
Leave me sum luv!
J
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| * a simple song 2 describe my feelings * |
[29 Jul 2004|01:14pm] |
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I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in love with you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
[Chorus]
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
[Chorus 2x ]
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
-Such a great song to describe just about every lidl feeling inside my pitiful lidl soul!
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[29 Jul 2004|12:13am] |
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Life. Such a simple word with such a complex definition. And life pretty much sucks for me. Its like all the happiness has been literally sucked out of me and I feel like there is *no* chance on being happy again. I just wish that I could find some amount of comfort and contentment lying around somewhere. Again, I've been listening to angry rock music and it seems to melt some of the frustration away...* But still, it lingers...*
Pray for me ya'll...I really need it...
But here's some shouts to my best people...
kim you will never know how much I cherish our friendship ... all those happy-crazy memories, the glass in the kitchen, going to see serendipity, and there's too many more! ... shew ... we're insane!
jodie oh-my-lord ... hun, where do I even begin w/ you? our lidl talks, misty grunting all nite(ha), jordan, he's your soulmate! LoL...we've had sum good ones...* more to come, i'm sure!
stephie my lidl mischievious one! i'll never forget when you lit candles & placed them in a circle and began to meditate! oh and when all of us girls hid in various places of your house! haha!
sarah one tree hill...shew...great show, great guy! too bad he's engaged! oh and cheerleading! can't forget that! making those lidl noise makers! haha! good times...
laura haven't talked to you in a while! hit me up sometime at the house! we really need to catch up!!!
matthew you have no clue how much you've helped me thru everything this summer! thnx for all the cherry-limeades and letting me listen to rock music instead of rap in your car...i know how you hate that!! love ya cuz!
J
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[25 Jul 2004|02:02pm] |
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Well, today is my last day here in TN. I'm headin' back to the gorgeous mountains of KY tomorrow. I'll definately miss my everyone here...* ::sheds a tear:: BUT I GET TO SEE MY JODIE COVINGTON 2morrow! YaY...even tho it will only be a few minutes, I will give her a lidl Cinderella purse that I bought her and chat for a lidl bit...I will miss her dearly! I KNOW I'll break down into tears. I just hope that I can go back to WCCS...I just don't know how yet, but its all up to the Lord...* Anyhoo...*
Well, today was nice. We went to church and the pastor had a delightful and intense message today...* It was about taking a stand for Jesus. YaY...It made me and my cousins really fired up!! Go US!! HaHa! And then all of us hauled ourselves to the best Mexican restaurant in town...*yummy*! We laughed and talked...it was a great lidl bonding moment...* Well, my cousin Kristen got a tattoo; I want one even MORE now...her's is SO adorable...* But I want something different! Something written in Chinese perhaps?!
I must admit something: I have a crush on the guys from Harry Potter! The guys who play Harry and Ron...sheesh. Lame I know, but I can't help myself! They are quite funny! Kinda cute, rugged but cute. HaHa...I just wish I could have played Hermione ... HA! Of course, there is that other person! ...
Well, I will catch ya later!!!
Jordan
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[24 Jul 2004|01:18pm] |
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These days, all I do is worry & wonder, pray & wait. Its becoming a daily routine now and if I don't do it during the day, I do it @ night. Worrying about which school I will be attending, worrying about my friends, my life, everything just packs itself into my tiny lidl brain & I always manage to find at least 3 or 4 minutes to worry about each of those topics. It's sad. Pathetic, really. I don't know why I do this to myself. It seems to me that I have a sort of addiction, if you will, to worrying and anticipation. It's crazy & I'm crazy. * - *
Well, tonite should be fun: packing everything that I have aquired over the past month along with my belongings that I already brought down here...YaY! I am dreading this so badly. I hate to pack cuz it makes me sad. But then I think about everyone back @ home and I'm very anxious to see them! I had fun while I was down here...shopping, ridin' around, goin' out, eating Sonic about everynite(Matthew) and seein' my relatives! YaY! It was great! But back to the ol' hollers in KY...* Back to HickVille.
I'll write when I get home...
XoXo
Jordo
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[23 Jul 2004|08:03pm] |
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Today was fun...went shopping again. I got some art history books and the new Ashlee Simpson cd. I got kinda down tho...just alot of things goin' on right now, but after summer is over, hopefully a lot of these thoughts will have disappeared for good. I'm going back to KY on Sunday...I'm sad to leave my family here but excited to see my Mom and the rest of my family. * ... Well, I'd better go and spend some more time with my grandparents...* This update was useless, but oh well...*
Jordan
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[22 Jul 2004|12:23pm] |
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Yes. I know. The subject of this entry is somewhat "questionable", but it has a meaning. A very funny one at that. Here is how it began:
Today, I went to the beauty salon to get my hair cut and stuff like that. Well, afterwards, I decided to stop by Matthew's work place and see if he wanted to go and get a bite to eat. We (of course) went to Sonic. Here we are at the lidl ordering booths and it wasn't working so we went over to the next one. Well, Matthew *politely* told them that the intercom system wasn't working ... AND SHE CHEWED HIM OUT FOR IT, saying that he was being rude and all this crap. Well, my cousin decides to retaliate. He says "I WAS JUST BEING A GOOD CITIZEN and TELLING YOU THAT IT WAS BROKEN...I THOUGHT TO MYSELF, 'WHAT WOULD JESUS DO?' AND I DID IT, SO YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL FOR MY HELP " ... well by the time he had finished I was laughin' my butt off and could hardly breathe...it was HYSTERICAL...* So yes, that's my lidl adventure of the day...and I must say...it made me happy! It was great!!! YaY.
Tomorrow, we plan to do a bit of shopping. I wanna go to AmericanEagle to get some cute undies! YaY...they're the best! HaHa! ;) And maybe some new shoes? Who knows...* But hopefully, I won't be down. Today, its just felt so refreshing, to not be sad and to just relax! Go Me!!!
Love ya
J
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[21 Jul 2004|05:10pm] |
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Is everyone's life a totally mess or is it just me?
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I really wish that *something*, something miraculous would happen to all our lives. And that lidl miracle would be for us to be happy. True, life could be worse, but for once couldn't we all just be happy simultaneously? If one of us is happy, the other is down or vice versa. It's insane...ludicrous. I'm sick of people being so sad...and its NOT, I repeat, NOT their fault for being down. Things happen, things come up in our lives that are unexpected and that we haven't prepared our hearts for. Our hearts shatter into trillions of lidl pieces and it seems as tho we can never fix them. And just as we see some ray of sunshine in the future, its immediately taken away from us. No one is hardly ever remotely happy or content. We pray, we cry our hearts out to God asking Him for the answers to life...but it must not be His time to give us a reply. We have to wait. Patience is a virtue, I've been told. I am trying to be calm and collected but its so hard. I just wish that we could all get our lives organized and forget all our worries and just put it all in God's hands, like we should. But of course we don't. We deal in areas we shouldn't. And maybe THIS is the cause for sadness...trying to figure out gigantic situations that our too big for all us lidl people. And its so overwhelming that we can't HELP but get down about it...maybe its time that all of us just hand it over...to the ONLY ONE who can fix it...and leave our worries with Him...and never take them back...Girls, remember the Bible class that we had? The fire, the key...the cross*... Let's go back and focus on that...* I love you all so much...we gotta stick thru this and get thru it together...*
Jordan
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